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You wouldnโt be the first renegade to need somebody ๐น
Collage by Graham Tolbert
Photo by James Reynolds
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“Maybe you are just a symptom of my illness. Maybe if I loved myself I would never have loved you.”
— But I do I do I do
“There’s just something about you I’m scared to lose, because I know I won’t find it in anyone else.”
“Perhaps, the saddest thing of all, Is that I loved you, and every so often, I thought maybe you could love me too.”—
Excerpt from a Book I’ll Never Write, Perhaps the Saddest Thing.
Pablo Neruda Inspired
“The other day she said to me ‘sometimes I just feel like a gas station’ and I laughed at the statement before she explained ‘people stop by to get what they need, whether it’s sex, laughter, or someone to suffocate the loneliness, until they’re full again and the last thing you ever see is them driving away’ and now I’m wondering if a gas station is all I’ll ever be”— 02/02/2020
“Now we’re driving down the highway
and my head is in your lap.
Tasting the salt of your skin
and feeling you grow in my mouth
and the hum of the engine
is like a million fingertips between my legs.
There are people passing by in their cars unaware
and unassuming
but I’m praying they’ll look over and watch me worship you.
Watch me work
to assure
that there is not a single millimeter of space in my mouth
that isn’t filled.
Your hair falls out of place
and you clutch the wheel
and press your belt into my cheek.
I hope it leaves a mark.
And days later my tongue feels
like it doesn’t fit in my mouth the same without you in it.”
Excerpt from “The Party” by Halsey
Iโm only seventeen, I donโt know anything, but I know I miss you.
